i think that i don’t usually remember my dreams. sometimes i do, but not usually.

lately, though, i’ve been both remembering my dreams, and irritated by them, because they keep involving real people, and i don’t really want that. in fact, i think it’s safe to say that given the degree of fuckedupitude of many of my dreams, i would prefer them to be as disassociated from reality as possible.

(i typed out a description of the dream i was having when i woke up, but it was just a general stupid dream — sneak preview: when i got impatient with the speed of the brinks armored trucks which were driving around the swimming pool, i got out and swam through the air instead — and didn’t really have a whole lot of bearing on this rant. alas.)

i especially would like it if a couple of certain people stopped showing up all the time. like, a couple people have been in damn near every dream i’ve remembered on waking for the past week. i find that disturbing. it would be easier for me to believe that dreams are the subconscious getting rid of stress, or whatever, if they were just random people. perhaps in black and white, too.

are you listening, stupid subconscious?